Break Away

Definitely that is no regret in signing up for the retreat/camp/conference. I personally was really reluctant in going at first. And the whole week i was just thinking to myself that it will be anther camp i am going. But i did tell God that i have nothing to expect but i just want to be in His presence and going after Him like how i used too - the first love!

So yea....went there 1st night was so so. Nothing to be excited about.....just like oh yea i get to meet new friends. Howeve, God is indeed wonderful....He works in ways that has never come across my mind! So the next morning went for all nations workshop. Definitely a no regret joining that workshop as there are quite a handful of international student and 2 americans...which is awesome. What matter most was our group discussion on the scripture. It been a passage that it so familiar but nothing ever stands out to me. It is like oh i know this and bla bla bla. This time round...i was proven wrong! God reveal Himself to me in a very different manner. Through that very scripture, i've seen it in so many different angle...which is so awesome. Somehow i realize that everything i've been reading this week has been jumping out at me one by one....which is really scary.

Indeed during worship time, it feels like home! Guess all this while i have just been singing mere words and not meaning what i've sing. It is like....i guess the 2nd night during the extended worship session....i realize that i have to stop being the fake person and just remove the mask that i am wearing. During worship this morning....i really felt that freedom and liberty. Yes we all can singing but whether we meant the words its a very different thing.

Back from the retreat....we had like prayer meeting at 7. Was pretty reluctant, however, I decided to go! Again it is not a wrong decision i make! I did the right thing and i realize how much the campus really need God to lead and guide the student...lecturer and other people. I guess God is showing me that He has put me here for a purpose and i should take the challenge up and really pray for campus and really shine His name with my daily in and out from uni.

I really felt at home when we mange to just worship Him song after song though me may be out sometime =p haha. Anyway yea...it does feel so refreshing!

God indeed did reveal Himself to me and its going to be in control of my life! It is He who is going to be!!!
This is what I hope to achieve this semester/ year! Letting God be in control!

Love...Grace

No regrets about being to Intervasity today. Did not expect much though...just thought like a routine thing by going. Guess i was fooled!!!! God indeed has something better installed for me. Again and again I have been taking Hid grace for granted and yet He still show Himself real. It is very similiar to what Peter went through. He denied Jesus...and did things that were not worthy of grace yet God's grace flow so freely. The message was such a good reminder for me and definitely what has been shared indeed inspired me.

How I was once so fired up and hype about God and just something pulled me down last year. Guess God is drawing me back to Him. With much things happening last year..guess is something God was putting me in and trying to teach me! Indeed it was a valuable lesson!

While worship i was once again reminded of His love that is s overwhelming and that He wants to show me that though people might not care...yet He does! God is indeed a loving Father. What a coincidence with what i was reading for devotion this week. So much about friendship...love and let Him take over.

Indeed God I need you to be the driver!!! Lead me to Your ways! Help me to continue trusting and putting my faith in You! Thank you for your underserving GRACE that I dont deserve and yet you show and gives it so freely! Your Grace is definitely more than enough! Thank you Abba Father!